First of all, I decided to enter Mukogawa Women’s University because of its exchange program. I had been interested in the exchange program since I was a high school student. Through this program, I would like to learn how to communicate with people from different countries. In the future, I want to become a cabin attendant. In my opinion, being able to speak English is an essential skill nowadays, not only for cabin attendants but for many professions. I also want to become a person who can show consideration and respect to people from all over the world, which is one of the most important qualities for a cabin attendant.
The reason I set this goal is because of my ballet teacher. He is Austrian, and all of our classes were conducted in English. His influence made me interested in learning English, so I started studying hard. At first, I couldn’t understand what he was saying, but gradually I was able to understand more and more. The moment I started to understand his words, studying English became fun for me. Now, I can understand most English conversations, but I still struggle to express my opinions in English.
In my opinion, speaking is the hardest skill for Japanese learners because Japanese education does not focus much on speaking. When I visited Mukogawa’s US campus, I realized that actually speaking with people from different cultures is the fastest way to become bilingual and understand other cultures. That experience made me decide to go back to America for further study.
I shared my decision with my American friend, Cassie, and she told me, “You can do it,” even though my TOEIC score was only 570 at that time. Her words gave me confidence that I could achieve a TOEIC score of 700 because I believe I can achieve anything once I set my mind to it. I knew I had no choice but to study hard every single day. After I returned to Japan, I kept studying and reported my progress to her regularly. When I finally scored over 700 on TOEIC, Cassie congratulated me and was truly happy that I would go back to America.
The reason why I am so determined to study in America is because American English is most familiar to Japanese learners, and it is also the most widely used type of English in the world. In addition, Saint Martin’s University has an Asian Student Alliance, and I really appreciated that the university respects diversity. For me, choosing a university that values diversity is extremely important because Asian people sometimes face discrimination.
During the exchange program, I will continue to study hard and make every effort to understand different cultures. Rather than relying solely on the experience of studying abroad, I believe it is also important to take responsibility for my own learning. After I return to Japan, I want to become a person who can show understanding and respect to everyone, regardless of their nationality, gender, or age.
I have always dreamed of studying abroad, and my time at Saint Martin’s University is becoming one of the most valuable experiences in my life. Through this exchange program, I am learning not only English but also the importance of understanding different cultures and values.
Before coming to the United States, I make one important decision. I try not to spend too much time with other Japanese students. Of course, it is comfortable to be with people who speak the same language and share the same culture, but I know that if I stay in that “Japanese bubble,” my English will not improve, and I will miss the chance to truly experience different cultures.
At first, it is challenging because I am shy and afraid of making mistakes when speaking English. However, I am gradually realizing that communication is not about perfection it is about trying to connect.
Of course, there are also difficult moments. When I cannot express my feelings well in English, I sometimes feel frustrated and lonely. There are times when I am tempted to spend time with Japanese students because it is easier. However, I always remind myself of my original goal and keep pushing myself to talk with non-Japanese friends. My American friend Cassie always tells me, “It’s okay, just keep talking.” Her words give me courage, and I am starting to enjoy conversations without worrying too much about mistakes.
As I continue my study abroad journey, I am learning much more than just English. I am learning how to be independent, respect different values, and understand the importance of stepping outside my comfort zone. After I return to Japan, I want to keep improving my English and use my experience to encourage other students who are interested in studying abroad.
This experience is making me realize that language is not a wall, it is a bridge. No matter where we come from, we can always connect if we have the courage to step forward and communicate.